I… don’t even know what to say or where to start… All I know is I need to vent. My family is pleading with me to call Crisis Connection. I’m kind of a mess right now… and I don’t dare vent or even post about this. I can’t deal with my family, my coworkers, or my friends questions right now. I… I can’t even deal with myself right now, …so who knows, maybe I’ll call.